Iโ€™m Ready To Be Open. Are You?

๐“๐จ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ง๐ž๐ซ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ˆโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐โ€ฆ

I feel my chest tighten as I finish preparing to hit post on what I wrote about tonight.

What I wrote after sitting at the dinner table, reflecting on all that I have been doing, and yet, what I still want for my life.


โ€œTruth be told, I find myself wondering why am I doing all of this?

Does it really matter if I dedicate my life to something bigger than myself?

To dedicate my life to helping the lives of others?

To spend my life learning and devoting it to helping other people unfold their mission to create large scale impact on the planet?

Why am I doing this?

Because honestly, Iโ€™m not sure how to live my life any other way?

I know I donโ€™t want to spend my life in an office doing a job that doesnโ€™t involve helping a great cause.

I know I donโ€™t want to have a boss who controls my life and income

I know that I donโ€™t want to see people suffer

I know that I want love, too

I do love myself, I do

But I want someone that checks on me.

I want someone who loves to touch and hold me

I want someone I can share laughter and life with

I want someone I can change the world with

I want someone that I can wake up to and kiss on the neck in the morning

I want to feel love from another being that I love and respect.

And Iโ€™ve realizedโ€ฆ

Life isnโ€™t about the money.

Life isnโ€™t about the fame.

Life isnโ€™t about the travels.

Life isnโ€™t about some end goal.

Life is about a culmination of love given and love received and the connection we experience

And that in and of itself can be done through the acquisition of what was mentioned above.

But I know that while those things are nice, what I want is to give and receive love and kindness.

As I travel, I am presented with many opportunities to meet people.

Many opportunities to help people with something going on in their lives.

Many opportunities to learn from the people I meet.

And yet, while I find my travels and work fulfilling, there is a part of me that just wants to feel loved by a special woman that I would go to the ends of the earth to support her dreams and goals.

To have that partnership.

To have that safe space.

To have a place to call ours.

And as I think about my questions from the beginning of this, the answer is โ€œyesโ€.

It does matter, to me, and to those I help. And I will and am committing my life to doing thisโ€ฆ

Along the way, I look forward to the day I meet a special woman that I can share those similar aspirations with.


I know that my well being exists within me.

But that doesnโ€™t change the fact that love and joy can come from what is created between two people.

In their experiences, endeavors, and time together.

I also know with time I will meet someone special that we can together challenge and support each other to step into our potential, help others, and live a life we deem meaningful.

As I finish writing this, I realize these thoughts Iโ€™m pouring on paper, are to me, myself, and I only..

And I wonder how many other people feel this way in their own lives?

How many people really want something but are afraid to ask for it?

How many people really desire something meaningful but are afraid to speak about it?

๐ˆ ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆโ€™๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ข๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ, ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฌ๐ฉ๐จ๐ค๐ž๐ง.โ€

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